I got this idea from a bunch of other CHS people's journals about writing about 10 unnamed people. I think I will do it.

1. I admire you because you work so hard, and you deserve everything you get. You are probably among the elite few that actually think I'm funny, which works. We also work very well together. Sometimes I feel like I could not measure up to you, but then I think about it and know that it is because you work so hard to be what you are, and that I could never have that kind of motivation. I know you will have LOTS of money one day, you are brilliant.

2. I think you are a very fun person, but sometimes I get jealous of you, because you are so charismatic. You are relentlessly kind to everyone, and that is one thing that is good and bad about you, because sometimes people take advantage of you, even if you don't know it.

3. I have a lot of mixed feelings about you as of late. I believe you are a lot like me. Things just come to you. You have changed a lot, as have I, and we are drifting apart, even if we said we'd like to be friends for a long time. To me you seemed to never want attention, or perhaps never had it, but now that you do you love it. I feel like you have moved on, and even though you may still value our friendship, you do not put it as a priority. I can almost understand, I sort of did the same thing to you several months ago. I'm very unsure, though. I'd like to give you a call, I'm just not sure of our frienship right now.

4. We've always known each other, it seems, but have become closer in high school. You are very talented, and very, very kind. I have said before that you are the nicest person I know. You are a very supportive friend, and just a beautiful person in general. I love hanging out with you! You and me both are usually short on money, it's quite funny. I admire you because you put everything into everything you do.

5. We have a lot of past together, full of bumps, but we are still friends. At times I have told you my darkest secrets. At the moment, I feel like our relationship is dwindling, and I have to admit to feeling like a 'last choice' friend. I feel like you would call me only after calling everyone else, because lately that's how it seems. I would like to talk to you, but I never can, there's never time, and it makes me very upset. The sad thing is, I don't know if you feel the same way or if you are just too caught up in everything. I know you are much more busy than I am, but I wish you would call me on any random day and at least ask how I am.

6. You may know me better than anyone, but I suppose that would be implied. You are still unpredictable to me from time to time, and you never fail at making me laugh through my tears. Sometimes I wish I was more like you, because you are the kind of person that can kick the world in the ass on a bad day and almost not let anyone else's thoughts bother you. You make me stronger, and I enjoy every moment I get with you.

7. You are very charismatic. Everybody loves you now, but you forgot about those who enjoyed your company before there was anyone else. You are, on a bad note, blatant, selfish, and inflated. Yet, you are brutally honest. When I ever talk to you or even see you.

8. I think you are a very good person, but I am somewhat annoyed with you from time to time. You are a people-person, and you are a genuine kind person that would never mean to hurt anyone. Yet, even though you seem to be so confident, I don't always think you are. You change your face around different people, perhaps only to please them, but it undermines your integrity. You have a great talent, though, and I think if you stick to that or something else having to do with the public, you'll do great things.

9. I honest-to-gosh don't like you, flat out. I'm sure you know, but sometimes I cannot explain why. Perhaps it's because you try so hard to be different, maybe it's the way you gossip, or maybe it's the way you think you're better than everyone else. I wish you would stop talking about your boyfriend and CCS all of the time. You are really annoying, sorry.

10. We used to be friends. I would not call us friends now, we never talk, but perhaps only think positively of each other. You have changed a lot, even though we don't talk anymore, I can tell when I see you in the hall. I always think, especially when I log into Livejournal, of giving you a call, but it somehow always slips my mind. We used to have a lot of fun together, way back when. I wish we would get together sometime, we probably have a lot in common now.


That did feel really good to get out. I hope it wasn't too pessimistic... it seems I'm upset with quite a few people right now. I feel very non-confrontational lately, though, and I don't want to hurt any relationships more before thinking things through. #6 is fairly obvious, I guess.